Day 2

I Evaluated my life a little over a year ago; I had been laid off and picked up a job I HATED, I was obese and drank alcohol A LOT. I decided a self makeover was in order and stopped driking to kickstart the getting in shape. A year later I am in the best shape of my life and have no desire to drink anymore ( oh yeah I was an alcoholic, I discovered that in about month 2 when I looked back on it).

With my mind clear and my body healthy I started to evaluate other parts of my life, which led to a marriage separation and a severe lack of confidence.

Not really sure where my confidence went; I remeber being very alive and able to talk to everyone, over time that has changed to shyness and an outright fear of talking to people, prior to Tools I have made some strides in this by reading some books and seeing a therapist I am just hoping that this can give me the confidence I need.

I also have so many things that I want to do but it seems overwhelming when I put them all together, I want to travel, learn to draw, learn spanish, rock climb, find a new career path. I feel like a kid who wants to do it all but has no idea where to start....

well that is enough for today....

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