I've been trying to finish my education and get past working at these meaningless jobs. I go to school most of the week and work on weekends, along with another shift here and there to make some extra cash. I should work more but I don't think I can handle that and still passing my classes. I realize I should have completed college a while ago, but girls, drugs, and whatever else could be my excuse to not attend class, so here I still am, still trying to get that degree and move on with this chapter in my life. 

Grew up in a small town out in the country. Think I was considered a "bad kid" through high school when I started to mature a bit and started taking college classes my junior year, mostly because my school offered nothing beyond the basics. Was always hated by most kids in high school, my car got keyed, broken into, stalked by people..kinda weird times. Beyond that, I've always have had a girlfriend, all through high school and up to a year ago, not the same girl mind you, just someone I think I liked so I never had to be alone. The last girl I was with we were together for about 7 years before she called it quits. We still hung out for about a year after that until she just recently moved out of the state, so for the last few months I've been on my own for the first time in a long time and that scares me.

I would love to be sitting right here, well not where I am at the moment, but behind a computer somewhere, maybe in California, making a nice six-figure salary. I hope been then I have figure out my stance on kids and getting married because of right now I don't know the answers to those questions.