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Sat, Jan 19 12:00 AM

Day 4 on Day 6

 

I am mad ata myself today.  I forgot to click finish so I really should be on Day 5 right now but I cannot access it! 

 

I am very tired because I work two jobs and I was called in this past week on my night off.  It was difficult but I did it.  The only thing is my drawer was $18.19 short.  I was very disappointed because my goal is to ALWAYS have a perfect money till.  On average, I am about 98% accurate which I guess is not bad but when the manager came in for night close, I immediately told them, I am running about $18 short - so being the positive thinker I am, I said "Not terrible".  Well, the manager on duty said "Still terrible!"  I was mortified!  I said, "Well, it's better than $50 or $100 - the manager once again said, "Still terrible!".  My thoughts were @#$%^ BITCH!  (I have a very real problem with people who "power trip").  It just so happens, this particular manager is definitely "power tripping".  She has never been kind to me, she is a very negative person and it really, really iritates me!!!!  I know that I can't change people but it still makes me sick that people can't at least be kind.  My favorite quote is "The three rules to life are "Be kind, be kind and be kind"  I consider myself sweet and above all else, kind to others.  The reality is......not everyone is me.  I guess I have to remember this and live in reality instead of my own little "Pollyanna world"

 

Sounds like I am doing a lot of bitching today, but it feels good to have a place I can go to do it.  I know here at tools, I am not being judged, or graded, or whatever.  This makes a big difference for me.  Too bad I don't have any good friends who care enough about me that I could bitch verbally, but oh well; such is life. 

 

Until next time....Best wishes for success in your journey to change. 

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ceelee ceelee:

Be Kind - to youself

Your manager WAS unkind to you.  So be kind to YOURSELF.   

 

It's obvious that you're working very hard, at work and at your progress in TTL.  Don't loose sight of your gifts to the world (and to yourself) because of this manager.   

 

98% Accuracy is TERRIFIC.  

 

My mother used to tell me something when I would study very hard, then get a grade on a paper or test that was not perfect.  She would remind me, 'You know, even the doctors who graduate at the bottom half of their class are STILL doctors!'  

 

Remember to be as kind to yourself today as you are to others.

 

 

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todzzgod todzzgod:

Sickum Tiger!

You should do something positive with that anger like punch the crap outa her! lol Yea i know you cant do that. Its hard to stay above that stuff. I dont envy you at all. Just wanted to remind you that you do have friends. I have big shoulders so vent if you like i can take it. Send me an angry message. It will make you feel better. Maybe we can IM one another so you can vent in real time. Remember dont bottle that stuff up scream go for a walk fantasize about strangling her, (he he) whatever works and smile for me. Thanks Tod

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Rooz01 Rooz01:

vent

I also need to vent or let off steam,especially when I'm pursuing a dream.

Vent anytime,and perhaps we could use each oyher to vent but hope fully seek solutions