Right now I am somewhat happy, but I know I have enough things I would like to improve about my self and my life. First I haven't been in the best shape of my life, I could use to lose some weight, I am more active than the average person but I know nowadays that isn't much. Second, I am so timid about begining new relationships with women, I have met a great girl, she is way too good for me. I get very nervous when I am with her, maybe it is because I haven't really dated in a few years, I don't want to blow it. Lastly, I would like to start advancing more in my career, I feel I was passed over by someone with no skills outside of my company, I am ready to jump up to new oppurtunities, but I would like to see this guy self-destruct for the I told you so moment. I am torn on this since my boss is very good to me.

I have grown up in the average family. I decided to enter the military out of high school, because I didn;t know what I wanted to do after school. I am happy with that part, the four years after, not so much. I have made my mistakes, a lot of them. I have over extended my self helping my family and friends over the past 8 years. It has hurt me financially, and I see a trend of still being asked for my time when I haven't given enough to myself or my future.

I would like to finally start my own family, own my own home, progress in my career, instead of putting everyone else first. I have really tried to be selfless to others, but now I think it is time for me to be more selfish.