I've returned from Boston, with
so many new and exciting things
happening in my life.
First of all, my customer and her
daughters liked me and loved
my work. I've landed another
paint job in a daughters house,
and will have to go back again
this week coming!
I'm going away from my own home,
my kitty, and my computer,
this time I'm taking my guitar with me,
and my new B'day present, a book
about Jaco Pastorius, The Worlds
I must get a laptop!
I'm also looking at life more freely
since I ended my relationship last night,
for healthy reasons that dont matter
When I was in Boston, I was felt so
much better, like a fish back in his own
water. The subject of living in the
apartment I was painting came up, and
I've been thinking about that ever since.
The galleries! The musical instrument
stores, the museums.....the huge
bookstores! The teaming millions of
people improving their lives! Joggers,
swan boats, gardens! I loved it!
I realize I am out here because
of a relationship which is long gone,
and this area I am in now is
depressed nowhere's ville!
I am in two bands however, and I
have students who love my teaching,
I have to slow down and wait for timing
to bring out the path before me.
I am excited about the Fact that I
am free. A lot of people have children,
situations that make them obligated
and totally stuck.....whether they
want to be or not. However, I am
healthy, talented, and have a trade
to earn good money, and the rest
of my life isbefore me to design as
THAT is totally Cool!
I have the Power Of A Million New Ideas!
I am at the brink of an amazing place...
because Tools is guiding me with new
Life Improvement technology, and I have
so many supportive new voices in my life!
Boy! I have no excuses do I?
The only thing in my way will be me, and
between my own ears.
I was just thinking how one of my
current favorite tunes is an oldy by
Jimi Hendrix called Freedom! Thats cool.
So apropos! (sp)
I'm going to get the nerve up to do my
new budget, and live by it soon, and
I'm going to make that list of new goals
that fit my current life and condition.
Like setting up my easel again, and
drawing! I always said that if I put my
guitar on a stand, I'm much more
likely to pick it up and play it, well,
I guess its the same with my art isnt it?
Im exicted to say the least.
All the new dreams and wishes running
through my head like travel and who
knows....maybe sky diving!
Life is wide open, isnt it?
OK...back down to earth, I have to
do my laundry and clean house, and
visit a friend who just got a new hip,
and get ready to play some rock and
roll at a gig tonight!
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