The Intertwining Of Consequences. . . .

Todays lesson was awesome,

and thought provoking....about

personal laws....thought provoking

and at the crux of everything,

isnt it!

Break your own laws, or dont have

any....and you find yourself in the

"Have Not " jail!

How true!

I've thought a lot about this before...

especially about people who have

savings...I can feel its plainly that

they have the "law" for themselves

that they will do it, its nothing special

feeling or with fanfare, they just do it,

and some dont.

Then theres the mess that broken laws

cause....just like the mess that law

breakers have in their lives. Lies all

over the place, less personal power

in life, and lowered expectations....to

keep things going.

The wages of my own personal law

breaking, or not having laws at all

are really what Im doing here at Tools.

This lesson is a turning point.

Deeper commitment.

Im suffering waking up every

night at 4:00AM because I have

high blood pressure, and I wake

with a pounding heart and a

viscious headache.

I stay up and do Tools, or take a

sleeping pill to force more sleep.

Im feeling lousy and groggy all day.

(I should be sleeping at a Holiday Inn

.....! lol)

I have bad blood pressure because

of a bad heart condition, and I'v

been given meds by my Doctor, but

cant afford them because Ive lost my

medical insurance....

I cant afford my health insurance

because I havent been getting any

work living out here in rural Western

Mass during a recession, and I dont

live within my budgetwhen I should

or can.

I cant get cheaper insurance

(which is mandatory in Mass) because

I dont have my taxes done. Another

personal law broken. I need my taxes

done to prove my income...

Each layer of trouble affects another

layer, making each situation worse,

and not easy to undo...because each

is dependent on another rule being

followed, and therefore intertwined.

Then I dont practice or do Tools or

whatever I should do at night because

I come home too mentally and

physically drained to do much of

anything. TV becomes my time

wasting babysitter.

Another night gone by wasted unproductively.

Real Consequences, Real Pain....

Real Need to start slowly following

the law so that the lifepolice dont

keep me in a jail of my own making.

The reason I came to Tools in the

first place.

Success can obviously be for the

same reasons....laws followed and

benefits realized.....each door in life

opening because if a law is followed,

the tumblers open in the lock, and

Im let out of jail one cell at a time,

till Im free.

Free to use the best power in life,

the power of Choice....the power to

do and act with Proaction instead of reaction....

THAT would be the best place I

could imagine being in.

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