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Birth Date: Wed, Jul 25 1956

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Turners Falls MA, United States (map)

I am: Single & Not Dating

Schools: NE Univ.

Jobs: Painting and wallpapering 32 years


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Changing,. . .And The Money Thing

 

 

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  Smilinsteve

Sat, Jun 28 05:46 AM

Changing,. . .And The Money Thing

 

Inner Voice: .....you know there's going to be changes coming.....you know he's going to ask you to change things...

 

Brain: Yeah, but you usually resist anyway. Look what you've gotten us into now, Ollie!

 

Inner Voice: I could just go through the motions.....write stuff in the blog.....send in some nice pics!

 

Brain: Now you know that won't cut it Man!

You joined this thing.....Now we gotta do it! They're watching.....It's gotta make sense,

why are you here unless you wanted to change?

 

Inner Voice: Yeah, but...who is this guy that all of a sudden thinks he can get me to change? Does he think he can say a few things and Voila!?!?

 

Brain:  Ya gotta bring your goods to the table Bro.....ya gotta supply the man......

 

Inner Voice:....yeah but.......I dont wanna

change...it might hurt!

 

Brain: You want some cheese with that whine?

 

Inner Voice: I dont want to

 

Brain: yes, You do.

 

Inner Voice: No

 

Brain: Yeah......You really Do....

 

Inner Voice: No

 

Brain: yes

 

 

 

Inner Voice: We've got quite a headache

I'm hungry

 

Brain: I know

 

Inner Voice: There's a great site you can go surf to that.....

 

Brain: You're stalling

 

Inner Voice: I know.....but I

 

Brain: You're gonna have to change something.....

 

Inner Voice: But what if he asks you to do something with your money?

 

Brain:......and?

 

Inner Voice:  I might not be able to do what I want ....I might have to

 

Brain: Do your budget?

 

Inner Voice: Oh My God...You used the B word!

 

Brain: Your budget envelopes and paperwork are right over there....a few feet away, have been for a while

 

Inner Voice: Look.....I'm just gonna have to do it....just do it! Is this the way it's going to go with all these changes?

 

Brain: maybe it gets better as you get momentum?

 

Inner Voice: You know we had to lie on the last excercises because you're always on time!

 

Brain: There's a lot of other things you dont show up for!

 

Inner Voice: Shut Up! I still have that headache!

 

Brain: We're conflicted today....feeling the battle!

 

Inner Voice: Thats good maybe....Perhaps it's because your looking at something real !

 

Brain: It's exciting.....I know...I like it, and the people here are so supportive and nice!

 

Inner Voice: You left your ATM Card in the machine last night.....You have to drive to Boston and be on time to price that paint job...

 

Inner Voice: I didnt think we'd have anything to blog today!

 

Brain: You always doubt me!

 

Inner Voice: Sorry!

 

Brain: Let's pull Up our "Big Boy Pants" up

and hit it, Steve!

 

Inner Voice: It's Saturday though and....

 

Brain: let's not go through THAT again.....we're hittin it with gusto today and you're gonna like it!

 

Inner Voice: OK...You Win!

 

Brain: .............finally!

 

 

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Know what I mean, Jellybean?

 

Im in a battle today......thats good though.....I'm on this side o' the earth, and always feel like I got a new chance till I'm pushin' daisies!

 

I'm strained to the limit.

 

Most of it's my fault.....the rest is because I'm vulnerable at this point in my life.

 

David Byrne of the Talking Heads sings....How did I get here? The same as it ever was!"

 

Times are tough.

 

For a lot of people.

 

Work is slow.

 

No wood is being sold at Home Depot in the morning to contractors.....and that's a bad sign.

 

means I dont paint much later on.

 

The gifting thing is going well....Ive made a few calls and gotten some positive reactions....I'm also going to use every gift to sponsor a child at Children international.

 

Im in a Sponsorthon.

 

Ok....

 

Ive rambled enough.......I encourage you all my fellow buddies on the Path!

 

 

 

 

 

 

Still "Smilinsteve"

 

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