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Birth Date: Sat, Jun 25 1983

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Member Since: 01/19/10
Last Login: 03/26/10
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Fri, Mar 26 01:17 PM

struggle

 i am really struggling right now. I have fallen into a dark hole and I am trying really hard to get out. I feel like all my happiness is going away. I am trying to follow tools, to help me stay on track. well see. today I feel hopeless.»

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Fri, Mar 05 11:01 PM

day 4

 fell off track for a bit. moved and had to get things situated. now I am ready to focus on this. was not feeling like myself today. trying to think possitive. moving forward.»

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Fri, Jan 22 02:38 AM

day 3

 finding myself thinking about tools all day at work. really helps me stay focused on what i need to do to get around my problems. when i started gettign stressed out and angry. i thought to myself...why? for what?. i didnt fully get around it, but its progress. The restaurant industry can reall»

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Thu, Jan 21 02:30 AM

day 2

 Its weird I never realized how much I put myself down. i do it everyday. crazy!!I try to stay possitive. everyday brings forward new struggles. day 2 done. i felt pretty good today. i am staying on this train for sure. :)»

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Wed, Jan 20 12:51 AM

day 1

 I am really hopeful that this can help me climb out of my box and be the confident person i used to be. With all the crazy stuff in the past and the daily struggles of life. Tired of being stressed out, anxious and depressed. why do i feel this way when things seem to be going good?its a good questi»

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