It is day 93 of my "Tools to Life" and I am at the end of that tool box but it's just a start.
The most important thing to me is, that because of the things I did in my life after doing Tool's, I became the person I made up during one of my Tools exercises.
I don't think anyone will understand what happend to me unless they go through the same thing.
I made up this person in my mind by thinking of all the things I would do and change if I could. I thought I would like to be an artist. I'd like to spend my days looking at art, dressing with creative flair, having coffee in a coffee shop and people would know I am an artist. I thought it was silly at the time, but I did it as a Tool's exercise. Then I wrote it in a Tool's lesson.
Well, last week was a success for me because I became an artist and did just what I wrote that day! I kid you not. It hit me like a ton of bricks, I thought WOW this is just what I saw myself doing. I didn't even think about it at that time. I will never forget that day (April 3,08) when a friend called me and invited me to an art show that was in my town. We spent the day looking at art then went out for coffee. She made a comment that she would love to see the stuff I was working on. She is a very talented artist and has her art selling in a gallery right now! I was in her house once and she has a large arts and craft studio so I knew my dinning room table was not much to show, but she loved what I was doing there in my make shift art room.
I am not a writer so there is so much I left out of this story...but I know all that happend. I know is it was a very successful day. I am looking forward to the rest of the story. I might need a writer, I will have to keep notes!