Every door that closes, usually allows another to open. I was dissappointed because my birthday was coming and I desperatly want my life to go in a new direction. My life has been like chapters in a book. Each chapter seemed to have a theme and each new theme seemes to have begun on a specific birthday. So what was this one going to be? The last chapter had come to a rapid and definate close and a new chapter is staring me in the face. Daring me to make a mark on the page and pick a direction. Most of my life I have been reactive, not proctive. Many people see this as a fault but it has served me well. (obviously, not that well, or I would not be starting all over AGAIN) This time I would like to steer my life in a direction that will lead to happy contentment and satisfaction. I no longer seek fame or fortune. Been there, done that. Didn't work, didn't like it, wasn't good for the development of my inner journey. I will try another tact and I will use this site to help me stay motivated.
My picture in my profile, by the way is very symbolic. It is a sunrise on a hazy fall morning.