thinking (oops, is that a mistake?)

Coach talked today about our names and what they mean to us.  When I think of my name I think, caution, careful, afraid, good girl, friendly but reserved, stay out of trouble, sensitive.... I don't like that deffinition of me.  I want to be fun, witty, outgoing, slim, uh, racey, fast, energetic, very friendly and unafraid of people and what they think about me, pure, holy and all of that, too.  Do I need to change my name?  Or can I just think the name when I get into the situation where my name as I know begins to take over?  Wow, where did all this come from.  I must admit this makes me a little bit nervous.

I was never told that I could be these things before.  I was always told that I was shy, good...you get the drift.  It is not that I don't want to be good, but I want to have life while being good.  Wow, does this make sense?  I think it does.  Wooooohooo.

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