Hi!  I am Melissa...29 years old in Reno, Nevada.  I normally say on here that I am a cool fun chick who has her life together, but I am finiding the opposite to be true.  I am not going to be fake and make it sound like what people might want to hear.  I am hurting deep inside.  I take medications three to four times a day so that I can make it through.  I have kept this all a secret in fear of what people may say.  This is not to say that I am always depressed but I have issues that are hindering me moving on to a brighter past.  I still enjoy so many things though in life.  I love to go wakeboarding and i love the fact that my boyfriend tries to teach me.  Just lately things have been pretty sour.  I attached many pictures so that it is clear that I really do love to laugh and enjoy life.  Just at this very moment, I am not sure how to get there...