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Birth Date: Wed, Jan 11 1989

Place of residence:
alabaster alabama, United States (map)

I am: Single & Dating

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I only have one major goel and that is to become less sensitive so that i may take things with a grain of salt instead of a bucket of tears.Everything else is fine 5/30/08
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2008-07-05 20:10:57

TLH1989

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Salam, oh ty very much you too!

2008-06-08 00:00:00

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so i noticed you have nothing on your messages board so i am so kind to post a messages:) i hop eyour doing fine over in tooldtolife and stuff. greetings sebastiaan

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2009-02-11 06:35:47

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Boosting you to continue with Tools. Good luck and success in all your dreams!

2008-07-14 12:58:48

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Have a wonderful day!

2008-07-12 22:55:22

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By the way, another boost for you for your honesty. Your mom was wrong. You're not scum of the earth, you're the cream of the crop!

2008-07-12 22:53:25

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A big boost for you for getting to Day 6 and all good wishes for your success!

2008-07-11 12:27:29

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Here's a big boost, you've made me feel good in wanting to be my friend, so I want to return the favour. You're a wonderful person who reached out to help me, Thank You! :)

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 my mother and my father because i believe things that have happened involving them is what started what i believe to be my problem. My mother is an alchoholic i dont live with her i live with my fiance but she has in the past phisiccally abused me as well as verbally or mentally she had me psyched out to the point that i thought i couldnt tell the police the she hurt me. My father died of esophogeal cancer when i was 13 and my mom became frollicy with many men. It upset me and she always screamed at me when i made a tiny mistake and told me i was nothing but the scum of the earth and that she wished i had never been born. now then my problem is that i am overly sensitive about everything including small things if someone looks at me the wrong way i could start crying and get myself to the point where i almost have a panic attack. also if i cant change this because i want to aswell as my husband wants me to then he will leave me.Know this i am not wanting to change just for the fact that he wants me to. It is because if i am going to survive in this dog-eat-dog world then i need to have the attitude something similar to survival of the fittest "mentally" anyways or something simmilar but no matter how hard ive tried it doesnt ever work im still soooooo soooo very sensitive. please if you have any advice let me know.

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What do you think of this poem for an inspirational poetry book?Do you find it inspirational?

 

Not the Way.

 

In the darkness, you sit, icolated form others

Tormented and haunted by the thoughts of your past

The pain you can't let go, You hold it with a grasp

You think you can end the pain with suicide

But all that will leave is agony of your family

Your life is needed here, such a thing can't be taken

Your life is needed here, that fact can't be mistaken

You feel your soul is dead and can't be revitalized

You feel you have no use and there's no reason to be alive

You just want to fit in but no one will accept you

You think for that, your life should end, and everyone will forget you

You've let go of your hope, given up on your dreams

Give yourself another chance. Look again. Take another glance.

Suicide is not the way, it's not the price you should pay.

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Udecide Udecide at 2008-07-11

says: I wrote this page about 2 weeks ago, and today after living through a very fearful few days I reread it, and realized I had written this for me. It may help you too. I called it "Just Believe" Sorry it's too long to rewrite so here is the link which you can copy and paste in your browser Rita http://www.fear-stands-in-my-way.com/JustBelieve.html

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I joined TOOLS because:
 i am toooo sensitive.
You are offered your dream job. What job is it?:
 Being a graphic designer.
My favorite wild animal is:
 Coyote
Why (describe as much as possible):
 Because they are strong and beautiful and the way the are in packs and help each other is inspiring.
My favorite domestic animal is (if you choose dog be specific with breed etc):
 A ragdoll kitty
Why:
 they are usually all very small smaller than other breeds and they are all born white and slowly develope there colors.
A famous Chef will prepare anything you want. What do you order:
 Mahee mahee dolphin fish not actually a dolphin.^^
Why:
 because it taste good and i never get to eat it anymore.
Five people either dead or alive you would have at your fantasy dinner party::
 kurt cobain,janis joplin, bette midler, Chuck Schwass(husband), and ROBERT Plant
Why:
 cause i love their music including my husband and mainly as far as he goes i love him in general lol.
If a pilot would fly you anywhere you want, you would go to:
 Germany.
My perfect slice of pizza is:
 a meatza every type of meat there is and without the normal pizza sauce cause im allergic to tomatoes.
You are at a bar. You order this drink:
 none i dont drink
You are at a coffee shop. What coffee or tea do you order:
 double choco latte
If a genie could grant you three wishes they would be (separate by commas):
 to have a job,to get a new drumset, and uh well uh idk.
You are going on a long road trip and you can only bring three CD's. Which ones do you bring (separate by commas):
 um well i would probably go with bette midler, janis joplin, and ofcourse led zepplin.
If I could do anything for my neighborhood today, it would be:
 form a real neighbor hood watch to help protect children from pedephils ect.
A sunset I remember:
 on the balcony with my husband cuddled up together.
Any character I could be from a movie, TV show or book would be:
 youroichi from blech anime
Why:
 shes a very strong mided charector and not overly sensitive.