Hi!

Well where do I start.  I am a stay at home with 2 beautiful children with attitude....lol.  My son is 12 and daughter 14.  She is a special needs child.  My day starts with caring for her and getting her off to school.  It is rough some days but rewarding as well.  I believe she is mine for a reason.  Someone must have thought I could do it. 

My days can be tiring and sometimes seem never ending.  There is no end to her disabilities.....she will be my special child forever and may always need me.....how lucky am I.

Even tho I consider myself a positive person,  funny, cheerful......I find myself lost in the stress of it all sometimes.  I know ToolsToLife can snap me out of that each day as I start each morning.

Wow....ok.  Well my husband walked out on me and my kids (one with special needs)  one day out of the blue.  We had a good marriage.  There was no fighting, no financial problems, we got along very well. 

He believes grass is greener on the other side.   Had an affair with an office girl and to this day is still with her.  

I do not want him in my future I know that without a doubt but I do struggle with why I wasn't good enough anymore.....we can work on that.

My future is to continue to be a mom and do the best I can for the well being of my kids.  I would like to get out in the work force again but also know my daughter so needs me.  I miss the interaction with other people in that type of setting....I loved my work but responsibilities took me away from it.

I do hope also for my future to find someone who will love me and care for me as I know I will for them.  I know I have alot to offer someone and I know he is out there somewhere.   It will be when it will be.  Not something that I "need" but "want" in my life.