Well, I think I am having a breakthrough in my way of thinking. I am noticing by reading my own story and other areas that I have a very negative attitude to work on. I think I have become trapped in a victim's role and can't get out.
I notice that I tend to see most things in my life as not good enough or unfulfilling.
I can't seem to find any enthusiasm with work or just daily life sometimes.
I don't seem to get that charged up, raring to go feeling from anything.
I guess knowing this and understanding that my own attitude plays into this is a start.
I am enjoying the tools and exercises quite a bit and find that the checklist helps. I am getting up better than before and actually arriving to work early some days.
Like today. It really does feel good not to be late.