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Birth Date: Thu, Mar 07 1968

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Caloundra QLD, Australia (map)

I am: Married

Schools: Nelson College for Girls, Tawa College, New Zealand

Jobs: Have my own CandleMaking Business - Hand Pouring my own All Natural Candles, Web Design, Desktop Publishing, Legal Sec,

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Tue, Jan 30 12:00 AM

Day 33....finally!!!

 All I can say is don't procrastinate !!!  I admit I went away and sucked my thumb for a week or so, just couldn't seem to bring myself to complete day 33.  Self sabotage and all that.  Well today I started day 33 again and have been doing some meditation lately getting up at 4:30 or 5:00am as that gives me an hour to myself before the little ones awaken.....anyway I discovered today that its "The Fear of Success" does anyone else get that, not the fear of failing, I'm use to that and use to picking myself up it was the fear of success and whether I really want to be successful and have the attention that would come with it.  Not just success in my business I am working at getting off the ground (well floundering around like a fish out of water) but also successful in hitting the goals I'm setting myself, for to long, I've not been able to loose weight, or focus on my business or know anything about how to market my business or even had a mentor's loving hand and firm word to guide me....now I am so blessed to be a part of the extended family here at Tools.  Thanks Devlyn for helping me discover I do deserve success and its a good thing to love ones self....it is like watching a rose as it blooms . . . fascinating....

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EricShelby EricShelby:

Welcome back!

Glad to see you are back on track! Now stop sucking your thumb - ewww germs ;)

Wordbird Wordbird:

Climbin' that Mountain

Hi you! I agree great to see you here! Ah gosh I love that you are meditating. Taking that silent earling morning time for YOU, to begin your day. That's a big change in itself, from the gal I first met who didn't have one second of her own time.

 

Fear of sucess. Me too. It's a strange thing to realize that attention, good feelings, accomplishment, making it to that mountain top....brings up lots of fear. And possible sabotage.

 

Tools has helped me with that too. Because..there's so much cheering and applause and hugs! In response to successes of all kinds, big or small. At first I found it really uncomfortable. Even though I LOVE to do that for others.

 

Much to be learned (and some to be Un-learned). So excited for you!!!

 

OOOOOMMMMMMmmmmmmmm.....

Starling Starling:

Time of life

I heard a bit of negative self-talk in your blog post and all I could think of was that you are currently living in a time of your life where you have 3 very small children who need time, care and attention.

 

It isn't really surprising that when you try to focus on other things that your attention gets pulled back onto them and off the things you think you "ought" to be doing instead.

 

Been there.....Done that..... <grin>

 

 

Sending you a hug Sending you a hug

 

I think you really, really need a [[[[[HUG]]]]]

 

Starling