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I actually feel I cannot do this exercise. It has taken me so long to figure myself out, and I am proud of being me.

I used to be the ultimate transformer. I have always had a great need of feeling loved and appreciated. I was always very observant of other peoples moods and needs.

This caused me to change myself into being as pleasing to any specific person that I could be. I actually transformed myself into different persons without even being aware of it.

Of course, after a while my true self used to shine through. I would get very rebellious of the part I had forced myself to play.

When I eventually got back to me again I would not fit in the other persons life, or they would feel betrayed of my act.

I have finally stopped to be anyone else than who I am. I am still different persons at different times, work, home, parties, stores. But I hope anyone who meets me finds the true Viktoria:

Kind, proud, loving, caring, beautiful, self assured, curious, interested in learning new things, and perhaps.... ever so slightly... self indulgent...  ;)

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