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Have a book published,find my perfect soulmate,settle in another state,make sure my daughters are doing well in their lives,quit smoking,establih a "normal"sex drive

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Wed, Apr 02 02:56 PM

What an Oxymoron!

 (sorry about my 2 day haitus,had matters that kinda screamed for my attention which left no room for much else)...After some self-evaluation,I found there are some quirks in my personality I am working on to either improve toward the better of dismiss altogether...the first is finding I'm what you call a cynical optimist:that being,I believe all circumstances have a positive end,it's just going through some of the crap to get there...with TOOLS,I'm training myself to see the finish line ahead and deal with the obstacles in the way as opportunities,embracing them in a more positive manner...the other is I have a friend I had developed a controlled obsession for..I had a strong admiration for her and needed to hear her voice or see her daily,but recognized the mitigating factors that would keep us from a total relationship..I dealt with it well and now have turned my emotions down a notch and just be content with just having her friendship and knowing she's in a good place in her life...Guess that's all I have for today...

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I missed you

Ah, well maybe that's why you haven't been around?  I'm glad to see you are back here - I was concerned that maybe you had flown the Tools Coop.  

 

Keep up your good work Wordmeister - You are appreciated and cared for deeply.  I am very glad that you are my friend.   Amanda