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Birth Date: Fri, Jul 30 1976

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Bossier City LA, United States (map)

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Member Since: 05/09/08
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Thu, Jul 10 07:22 AM

Thank You!

 I just wanted to tell everyone thanks for all the support and well wishes.  This community is THE most wonderful, amazing group of people I've ever come across!  You all have made such a difference in my journey to recovery.  I've returned home, to a hotel, and left my sister&»

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Mon, Jul 07 04:30 PM

Shheee's Baaack!

 I've actually given her a name.  It's "Suicidal Sue". I've decided she's my alter ego.  She's being a pushy broad right now, so I'm trying to sleep as much as possible.  She may still be pestering me, but she can't make me do anything in my sleep!»

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Fri, Jul 04 02:49 AM

Damned if you do...

 Well, here it is...4:30AM, 4th of July, and I'm having a nice little panic attack.  My sister's invited me to a get-together at my old family church, and apparently, from what's going on right now, I've more anxiety over it than I realized.  I've decided not to go, whic»

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Mon, Jun 30 07:45 AM

I'm...err...on vacation?

 I'm not quite sure what I'm doing here, I barely remember getting here, but I'm here, nonetheless. Yesterday, I made my husband leave...for good.  To make sure I didn't go back on that decision, I picked up and moved, as well.  I can't vouch for my mental state, at»

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Sat, Jun 28 10:56 AM

I'm sorry

 First of all, let me apologize to anyone this may offend.  I'm sorry if my story drags you down or gives you "thoughts".  I don't intend it; I'm only sharing.  I've learned, in my years, that the ones who comprehend most what you're going through are thos»

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Mon, Jun 16 09:05 AM

Letting go of perfection...

 So...this weekend was extremely hectic, and I wasn't able to log in.  I actually started on Day 5 some time last week, and my wifi went out, so I left it half-done.  When I logged on this morning, I remembered this, and I struggled with the decision to start over...yet again.  Wel»

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Sun, Jun 08 07:41 AM

Day 1...again

 I know I sound like a broken record, but I decided to start over...again. It just didn't seem right, and I'm a bit of a perfectionist...I have OCD, so I think I have a good excuse. Eeerrr...right? I'm particular about the circulation of weeks beginning on Sundays, and I don't like th»

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Sun, May 18 05:58 AM

This is where we're at...

 So, my husband's come home, and I'm doing my best not to enable. I've only got one more day to go, so I think I can do this. He says he's ready to go to rehab, and I PRAY that he's sincere. There's that biggest part of me, though, that wants to keep him here with me. I K»

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Wed, May 14 02:04 AM

Day 3

 I'm going to be perfectly honest here...I half-assed my tools today.  I tried, but it just wasn't in me...my focus was completely out the window...literally.  From yesterday's blog, I realized that I hadn't fully explained my situation with my husband.  A lot of respon»

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