I am a 27 year old father of two, I have a descent job, i live in a small house in a small town. I currently live with my babys' mother and things are really going awful due to drinking mostly, and some prescription drug abuse. Things have been going bad in our relationship for a long time and I have just been dealing with it by staying out drinking and only thinking of myself. We finally addressed the problem a few weeks ago and i moved out, just to give ourselves some space, we actually started talking and treating each other like human beings until I caught her cheating on me with some random dude at my bar.  After that I realized I may lose everything I;ve been working for so we decided to try giving each other one more chance, if nothing else for our children. I hear Jason Ellis talk about this on his show, sso here I am.

I'm not exactly sure who this is for, but this is my past as I see it. I always made good grades throughout school, I have never been a grammatical English scholar, my grades started to decline after I found weed but not to bad, I got kicked out of high school but still graduated before any body else and started college at the same time I would have. I graduated a technical school for pharmacy and worked in a hospital pharmacy for 5 years. Although I was abusing prescription drugs at this time I never stole anything. JUst thought I'd put that out there, one of my best qualities is my honesty. Anyway I got really tired of being couped up in the basement of a hospital so I went to work for a fence company, loved it for two years. WSE started having kids and my life got a lot more stressful, my drinking had already been increasing but when I got fired from that job and was unemployed for 4 months while fighting to get my current job I just stayed drunk, and that drove a stake into the heart of my relation ship.

I would like to put a question mark here but I'll take a guess. My 6 month plan is to have not drank 2 days in a row this whole time, to have done a great job at work and received every possible bonus and raise. And I really want my family to snot only be together , but also be happier than ever