I have always had trouble doing things I know I should do. It's been a while since I graduated tools and I haven't been following my lists like I told myself I would. I found myself sliding back into some old habits. Not all of them, just some...as if that wasn't too many...gees.
I got over my guilt trip and decided that it was time to be proactive again and get that control back in the areas where needed.
I am writing my lists, re-reading my lessons (especially where I am struggling), and getting involved with the Tools community. It's beginning to come together and it is a wonderful feeling...again.