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Milverton Ontario, Canada (map)

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Member Since: 07/25/07
Last Login: 09/07/10
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Allzen's Life List:
Show my kids the power of being independent and resourceful and committed; an all round good example.
Obtain self-efficacy/self-reliance: what better gift to give loved ones than a person who can stand on their own two feet and can love themselves.
Financial security: to have money saved and have money working for me so that I can have freedom to do what I want and give as I want.
Obtain and maintain healthy weight of 140 pounds.
Write professionally.
Own a bed and breakfast in a scenic serene location and have it successfully visited by interesting clients from all over the world.
Eat healthy meals and maintain healthy eating habits.
Exercise is a positive daily routine in my life that I look forward to every day.
Play the guitar.
Build a life together with a wonderful man who happens to be my soul mate.
Travel to Portugal or Greece.
Go on Alaskan Cruise.
Accept myself for who I am.
Have a house with lots of stone, wood, rod iron, ceramic tile and windows that is environmentally friendly and self efficient.
Go horse back riding.
Write a book.
Write a play and have it performed.
Have my life and house filled with the laughter and presence of even more family and friends.
Grow luscious colorful fragrant perennial gardens.
Grow an extensive herb garden.
Grow my own fruit and make my own wine.
Own a goat.
Grow an extensive vegetable garden.
Get a part on film.
Join a book club again.
Get a trail bike.
Have a house by water.
Remain living in a small close community.
Continue to keep moving forward as I have been with the ability to recognize and appreciate my own successes.
New roof on house this summer.
Insulate and new furnace by fall.
House on market by spring of 2010

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  Allzen

Sun, Apr 12 07:16 AM

LOL, Inner Voice Wont Shut up!

 

Okay, I've been working methodically on "stuff" for years but I am ecstatic that I started this Tools ride!...it's like jet fuel to my engine!  It fits in with all I have read and learned before.  

  I just want to laugh though...and am laughing alot more(at first I wondered if I was rollin' on up the hill to the loony bin).  What's funny is that the part of me I always felt was taking a back seat  has bloody well moved on in up front of worry, doubt, fear and self critiquing and has taken over the wheel!  Man, she's colorful fun creative LOUD and reliable! I am finding that more and more I can just kick back and enjoy the scenery...even the pot holes or the jerks on the road don't seem to be as much of an issue! She just expects me to pick where I really really want to go...she shakes her head disapprovingly when I suggest the dark unsure shortcuts and steers me instead to the peaceful sure ways of safely getting me to my goals!  All I have to say is, " Click on the cool tunes, roll down the window and breathe in all that amazing clean fresh air!  Let's roll, Baby!!!!!"

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You go girl!

Laughter truly is fabulous.  It really sounds like things are going well for you already.  That is so encouraging for us newcomers! (Day 1 for me) Thanks for sharing the positive energy.

Thanks for sharing!

You make me smile You make me smile

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Well said. Laughing

I agree! I agree!