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Milverton Ontario, Canada (map)

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Member Since: 07/25/07
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Allzen's Life List:
Show my kids the power of being independent and resourceful and committed; an all round good example.
Obtain self-efficacy/self-reliance: what better gift to give loved ones than a person who can stand on their own two feet and can love themselves.
Financial security: to have money saved and have money working for me so that I can have freedom to do what I want and give as I want.
Obtain and maintain healthy weight of 140 pounds.
Write professionally.
Own a bed and breakfast in a scenic serene location and have it successfully visited by interesting clients from all over the world.
Eat healthy meals and maintain healthy eating habits.
Exercise is a positive daily routine in my life that I look forward to every day.
Play the guitar.
Build a life together with a wonderful man who happens to be my soul mate.
Travel to Portugal or Greece.
Go on Alaskan Cruise.
Accept myself for who I am.
Have a house with lots of stone, wood, rod iron, ceramic tile and windows that is environmentally friendly and self efficient.
Go horse back riding.
Write a book.
Write a play and have it performed.
Have my life and house filled with the laughter and presence of even more family and friends.
Grow luscious colorful fragrant perennial gardens.
Grow an extensive herb garden.
Grow my own fruit and make my own wine.
Own a goat.
Grow an extensive vegetable garden.
Get a part on film.
Join a book club again.
Get a trail bike.
Have a house by water.
Remain living in a small close community.
Continue to keep moving forward as I have been with the ability to recognize and appreciate my own successes.
New roof on house this summer.
Insulate and new furnace by fall.
House on market by spring of 2010

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Run with it, Girl!!!!!!!

 

 

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  Allzen

Thu, May 21 08:34 AM

Run with it, Girl!!!!!!!

 

  Wow! It's like someone just shot me with a wonder drug!  I feel so pumped...surprised with how I am feeling....heck, I am not questioning it though...I am choosing to just ride it with all of my heart! 

  No, I don't think I have lost it but actually found "it"!  I have been plodding along with some successes and doing what I need to do to get myself in line with my bigger goals but this morning I have gained something I didn't have up til now.  After doing the exercises about the times I have or have not listened to my inner voice and the outer world...well, I finally got an honest take on my relationship to both. I confessed to myself where I should have taken actions and where I needed to accept the actions and needs of others.  Ya, the whole Serenity poem wisdom hit home.  But it was when I took that knowledge and realized how I can use the power of my attention to my inner voice and the outer world to actually affect my future I got the biggest jolt in my life! As I wrote out where I see myself in 1 month, 3 months, 1 year  I actually could see not words but how I would look, would feel!  I got IT!  I got the VISION and the BELIEF that my goals will happen!  I saw myself dancing around the kitchen in my fave blue jeans with tee-shirt tucked in feeling sexy and totally fine in my 140 pound body, totally debt free, as I laughed with glee at the prospects of buying my dream house and future Bed and Breakfast. I was in great connection with my relationships to the important people in my life but no longer codependent to them.  I was self reliant! I could FEEL the excitement in my body and the contentment of my mind and I BELIEVED!!!!!!!  Bloody intoxicating!!!!!!!!  I actually BELIEVE now that I will reach my goals!  WOW!!!!

 

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Both feet in...............

Isn't it awesome... your post has renewed my energy banks today !! Anything is possible. We can do anything...if we want it bad enough. Yes the powers of visualation are incredible !!   Keep up the good work allzen.

Way to go! Way to go!

How inspiring!

Isn't that the path of life...knowing not "thinking."  What a wonderful inspiration you have provided me with today.  Yesterday I fell into some of the familiar mind sets that have blocked my way before.  Today is a new day and today is a day of happiness.  Thank you for your post and your vision.  It makes it easy to see how we are all connected and benefit from each other's existence on this wonderful blue ball of fun.  

 

Enjoy your vision quest!