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Birth Date: Sat, Oct 02 1971

Place of residence:
st.james mo, United States (map)

I am: Single & Dating

Schools: drury university

Jobs: professional cleaner


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Member Since: 09/30/07
Last Login: 03/30/10
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always just me's Life List:
see the ocean
get my degree
lose weight
get a good paying job
get out of debt
get James back on track with his life .
Get Brian back home
get a better home
collect on the money from Rowden
See Kendra graduate from college
Share another year in a relationship with Mike.
get my home completely organized

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  always just me

Fri, Nov 13 10:34 PM

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 Its been 18 days since Josh's funeral and I still feel like i am living in a complete state of numbness. I started my new computer online class and it is really hard and really complicated. and to my work hours just recently were cut . Mike my boyfriend, my cheerleader in life and the rock thats always strong and there for me when i feel to weak to carry on just found out he will be starting a phase of his job were he leaves in a week to work 75 miles off the shores of Galveston,TX and he wont be home til possibly Christmas. This is alot longer time than we were first told . I am already missing him so badly but I'm trying not to let it show cause I dont want him feeling bad or guilty for not being here with me to support me through some tough obstacles i am dealing with. i just keep hoping and praying for just one postive good thing to happen no matter how small it is just so its long enough to make me feel like smiling again and to help me to get motivated and to want to stand strong and conquer the world no matter what it throws at me.

 

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