Well, I'm starting out a bit late here today. The original plan was to start my day, come here, and then continue my writing assignment for my client. Unfortunately things did not happen as planned, and I am getting a late start to my day...because I felt the need to return to an old habit.

I went out this am, and applied for a factory job. This is something that I was determined not to do, but with being unemployed since the beginning of January, I tend to become very nervous and revert back to old habits. Unfortunately this habit is the worst of all, as it keeps me from creating forward momentum as far as pursuing a career as a freelance writer.

So, not only am I late getting my day started here, but I am also way behind on my writing thus far and have lost at least half of my writing day at this point.

I need to be able to find the courage to believe in myself, my abilities and my convictions in order to make all of this happen everyday without fail...or I will fail at my commitment...and for me at this point in time and my life, this is just not an option ( I know that sounds like a bad movie line, but true none the less.)