Forging Forward!

 My inner voice has always been 100% on the money with me.  Why I don't always follow what it says, I never will know.  I guess it's my way of being stubborn, defiant, and yes, even spoiled!  What do these actions get me?  Unhappy, sad, angry, bitter, oh the list goes on and on.  I realize I'm just hurting myself, no one else.  If I want to succeed in anything in my life, I must take hold of the reins instead of allowing that "horse" to run a muck, wild, and bucking all over the place.  Realization is some thing, isn't it?  Time for me to scream, 'WHOA! Slow the heck down!  Time to take be control of MY life!"  I recall being a child with great convictions.  If something didn't feel "just right' I would strongly and confidently say "No!"  If I was being forced to withstand something I did not like I would become more defiant, indignant, and loudly scream, "NO!" I would shout at the top of my little lungs if I had to.  It saved me in many ways.  I must get her back, I must conquer my weaknesses, and I will!  Thank you, Inner Voice for always being there.  Again I SMILE!

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