mixed feelings

hey everyone well i don't know if i said anything but i do have a daughter whom i don't have custody of i just found out on monday that she might have kabuki syndrome they are not quit sure they want her father and i to donate blood so that they can do a genetic test on us  i am glad that they kind of found the reason why she is the way she is but yet on the same hand it breaks my heart sometimes i wonder if there is something i did while i  was pregnant with her that caused her to be like this but i know i cant do that to myself i miss my daughter so much and yes we are donating we just got to wait for approvel from her medical insurence if they are going to pay for this or not i am just so in aw of how my daughter is going through everday life she is a strong and smart person she is big into science and she will be 6 next month i wish i knew what i else i could do for my little angel

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