tragiclemon:

Yellow Blossoms At Your Door

I too have ponderings on my relationship... even, somewhat, on all intimate relationships I've had. That anyone has!

It seems we sometimes get locked in.

My main obstacle in not moving on sometimes has been my own low self worth compounding the idea that maybe no one else will have me. 

I know the world seems about to explode. But today is only today and you get a brand new day tomorrow and maybe you will do something in it that will make you smile and for a moment you'll be free of any harrasments from, at least, your own mind.

This time round I am getting ready for whatever decisions I, myself, have to make. But I am being patient, building my strength and resolve so those tough and sometimes scary decisions, though they will still be tough and scary, will be easier, mean more and will be executed purely by my own energy and will.

I don't want to come out the other side shivering and cold, still unsure of me!

I want to come out dressed in Yellow, a beaming smile on my dial!

Holding up the trophy that looks remarkably like a healthy, dressed in yellow, beaming dialed me!

I think you stay with us here a while where it is safe and warm.

Butterfly you'll be bloody blooming! 

Great thoughts,

growing wisdom,

you own it.