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Birth Date: Sat, Jan 01 1972

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Kitchener Ontario, Canada (map)

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Schools: OIART, Redeemer College

Jobs: Network Manager, Film Producer


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Member Since: 06/17/08
Last Login: 01/05/11
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Mon, Apr 05 12:15 PM

Common Theme...

 Man, I feel terrible!  I haven't been here in a while, and know I'm supposed to be doing this but I keep slipping...Then I reread all of my old blog posts and see the same ebb and flow of procrastination then reaffirmation...kind of pathetic (calling a spade a spade!).  It is any w»

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Thu, May 28 01:33 PM

Reboot :)

 So I feel a lot better today.  Funny, my body picked up right where I had left off with Tools, 6 months ago!   My partner and I are seeing a counsellor (SP) which is tough for me, but the 'paying attention to relationships' aspect of being true to Tools for my life and what»

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Wed, May 27 12:42 PM

Prodigal Tools User

 Wow.  I totally missed the boat on this program!  Or better said, get back in the saddle.  I last logged in Nov 2008.  That's ridiculous.  And yet everyday since then to now, I still heard my inner voice and was still pressing on. Things are super sucky right now.&n»

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Thu, Nov 13 06:54 AM

Limping along...

 It feels like I am limping along, a little bloody, but still moving at least.  I feel guilty for not logging in, and when I try and do it over my coffee break at work I find either the website is too slow or my connection is bad.  So I get frustrated and turn it off, promising myself that »

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Thu, Jul 31 07:22 PM

I'm still here....

 It's been a very tough couple of weeks, and time has been way to thin for me and everything I want / need to do.  They are doing massive layoffs and cuts at my work, and for the past while it has been nuts. Though, I still think about Tools and what I need to do, though some mornings I»

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Wed, Jul 09 02:08 PM

2 Pox and a Summer Beard!

 If nothing else, the chicken pox are gone.  Yay!  And as a reminder of my calamity (well, it wasnt really that bad, thanks to medication) I had to grow a beard.  If I had shaved, it would have cut a blister off and surely left a scar. Which makes me wonder...Jim Jones said those »

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Fri, Jul 04 12:45 PM

Hard.

 Sometimes it's just too hard.  Sometimes when you let your mind wonder you find yourself thinking about things you probably shouldnt be thinking about.  I wonder, idle hands are the devil's workshop, what is an idle mind?  Ah, but what is life without the bumps?  I suppos»

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Sun, Jun 29 09:50 AM

trying to keep a smile on....

 Well I missed about a week in between day 2 and day 3, from traveling to Minneapolis for work (jeez flying in North America is such a hateful thing to do!) and at the hotel the daily access to the internet was ridiculous.  I had my Blackberry so I got my work emails and thought I'll catch u»

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Fri, Jun 20 11:19 AM

50% huh?

 Well, I know they say if you are down one day the next day is better than normal.  Simple psychology I guess, but I cant help but thinking when I got up this morning, said I'm going to have a great day, splashed my face and brushed my teeth that it might have had something to do with the fa»

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Thu, Jun 19 01:21 PM

Worth a shot....

 This is the first time I am trying two things that I thought I would never do: 1) write a blog, and 2) do a self help program.  I guess I have gotten to a point, where I am at the bottom, again, and need to try and do something permanent to get out of it. I seem to be a magnet for bad thin»

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