Started working at a very young age. My parents owned a small business so I was able to work and make money while most kids my age were playing school sports and having fun. Working was fun to me at that time so it did not bother me, Spending time wit mt father was great, eating out everyday,staying in Motels. It was all new and exciting. However the good times only last so long. My father pasted away back in 2003, I turned to Drinking partying with friends  and one night stands for fun. Now none of those things make me happy either. I have a wonderful girl that likes me and wants to be with me. But due to my unhappy state, I find myself treating her like crap. I want to be a better person and be happy.