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Birth Date: Mon, Jun 19

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Silvertown CA, United States (map)

I am: Single & Dating

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Member Since: 08/27/09
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To find a job where I can support myself while I attend school.

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Fri, Oct 16 08:15 AM

3 Weeks!!!

 I can't believe it's been 3 weeks!!  I am so surprised and excited about how things in my life are changing.  The little things like sleeping better and waking up earlier.  Or the big things like not self medicating myself with booze and bad influences.  It is so ama»

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Mon, Sep 28 12:54 PM

Standing up

 I’m sad to report last week a slipped.  I feel back into old patterns of self pity.  I let myself get consumed in thoughts of failure and inadequacies.  Unfortunately, this resulted in me: drinking to excess, turning away from the healthy people in my life who hold me accountabl»

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Fri, Sep 18 11:14 AM

Aha!

 You know how there is an “Aha!” moment?  Well I just discovered the “Duh!” moment.  I’m on day 9 and it’s about what goals are, and how to make them less daunting.  This has been a huge hindrance in my progressing in life.  I want to become a n»

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Wed, Sep 16 12:24 PM

Yea me!

 I got a job!!!!!  I had my first chance to really put this program to the test.  Yesterday was spent begging for work.  Another rough day filled with sweating in my grown up clothes, and being told “sorry we’re not hiring right now”.  Sucks, but you have to keep»

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Sat, Sep 12 11:18 AM

struck a chord

 Not gonna lie.  Today was a hard message to get through.  I have been living so many years blaming life on bad luck, and living as a victim. So why?  You don’t do something for nothing.  Is it the attention gained?  Even though it’s negative, and through eyes of »

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