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Fri, Jul 06 10:53 PM

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So I have been kinda down lately..I have been training my brain to look at the positives and all but, seems like things just keep getting worst. I understand that it is my choice to make the right choices but I still just feel unmotivated. I look at it one way try to figure out the best outcome but things just keep getting thrown in my way....and my mother just told me one of my uncles I never thought would have too bad of problems has cancer.

I felt like before I started this that I would break down soon. and I still do..with my mothers enphazima, my others uncle problems after his atv accident, my aunts heart surgury, and now my uncle has cancer..I'm not ready for all this death. I just can't do it. I'm scared I'm going to lose everyone. It hurts so much and I don't know I will take all this...

I'll write something about day 5 later when I have a clear mind..im sorry

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Don't be sorry

You are stronger than you realize. Only in fear do we find who we really are. As chiched as that sounds, it is the truth. Those are your feelings and they are correct--you've every right to be worried about the well-being of your family, but worrying about things that are out of your control will drive you crazy. Work within your means, what can you do for yourself,  how do you start taking care of you, and what can you do to show support for your family. Find strength in yourself so you can be strong for your family.

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thank you so much, i thought about what you said and your right. I can't do anything about what has already happened but I can prevent things like this to happen to me. For my sake and my girls.

Thank you for the comment that helped changed my perspective again. and getting me back on track :D