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Birth Date: Thu, Apr 14

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Montclair New Jersey, United States (map)

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Schools: high school, college

Jobs: computer operator, contracts negotiator, business entrepreneur, real estate agent


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Stopped by to give you a huge BIG BOOST to keep you started. Great username, I'm an earth's advocate, too. We've got a lot here in our community. Keep on keeping on and enjoy the program. Hugs & hugs, Autumn Mist

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I feel lost and confused.  I know I am not where I want to be, but I haven't a clue on how to get started. In many ways I've changed a lot.  It's just that the people around me don't seem to accept the me that is emerging.  I feel guilty that I'm incorporating changes for my own benefit and growth, yet I long for people to "stick by me" as I evolve. I seem to trigger a lot of anger and resentment with others who I thought were my friends and family. simply put, I thought I was loved unconditionally, only to finds out that I am loved or liked as long as I'm doing something for them.  It's like I need to perform in some way, otherwise I'm accused of being selfish, not caring and non-supportive.  These things confuse me and I feel lost in that there seems to be an ever widening gap between me and others.  Yet I see and read about poople doing great things with their lives like Bill Gates, Maria Schriver, the Obamas, Kristy Yamaguchi and countless others.  It's like I'm standing still, while everyone else is going past me. I guess I'm in need of support of who  am now and who I could be.  I'm looking for those already on the pathway to doing, improving themselves and succeeding,.  I'm interested in those who share their success stories and their mistakes/failures, yet do not dwell on them.  I guess I'm looking for those who look at the glass as full, instead of lamenting that it looks empty and soon the contents will be gone.  I'm looking for support in my endeavors and somehow, it seems that I am looking for the OK to soar the stars.  I wonder if there is anyone out there like that, who I can charge my self up and they do not extract some sort of "toll" or expectation in return for giving it.

I joined TOOLS because:
 I want to be in the company of others who are learning and growing forward.
You are offered your dream job. What job is it?:
 To rehab houses all over the country and the world
My favorite wild animal is:
 chettah
Why (describe as much as possible):
 quickness, strength and speed
My favorite domestic animal is (if you choose dog be specific with breed etc):
 horse
Why:
 gracefullness, strength, socialization and interaction with humans
A famous Chef will prepare anything you want. What do you order:
 portobello mushrooms, sauteed in garlic and wine
Why:
 succulent and juicy, chews like beef, filling
Five people either dead or alive you would have at your fantasy dinner party::
 Barbara Jordan, Maria Schriver,Martha Graham, Michelle Obama,JPMorgan
Why:
 Barbara-eloquence and intelligence Maria-intelligence and humor Martha-intelligence and business acumen Michelle-intelligence JP-business acumen
If a pilot would fly you anywhere you want, you would go to:
 Egypt
My perfect slice of pizza is:
 extra cheese, with spinach,mushrooms
You are at a bar. You order this drink:
 water, with a twist of lemon
You are at a coffee shop. What coffee or tea do you order:
 decaffinated tea
If a genie could grant you three wishes they would be (separate by commas):
 1. more knowledge and understanding 2. more harmony and peacefulness 3. greater understanding of universal Love
You are going on a long road trip and you can only bring three CD's. Which ones do you bring (separate by commas):
 Michael Jones-sunrise,Bill Ackerman-any Cd, George Winston-Summer
If I could do anything for my neighborhood today, it would be:
 unite people in togetherness for change
A sunset I remember:
 california coast
Any character I could be from a movie, TV show or book would be:
 Luke Skywalker-star wars
Why:
 from unkowing and scattered to knowing and sure of himself