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Sun, Oct 18 01:36 AM

a day to continue..

 

it only feels right to sit down and write tonight...another day went by where i dont even think of my checklist and say/do what i need to do in the morning.

 

my new job will be starting here soon and i really really need to get used to getting up in the morning. ya know last night when i sat here and wrote you all,i was not just putting on a face of keeping on track and start working out;and that's exactly what i remembered this morning. Hell, when i got up much later this afternoon than i expected i got up, did some dishes felt accomplished with that, and got into my gym clothes. As i sit in my gym clothes totally ready to go, i did decide to finish the last 20/30mins or so left of a movie i was watching...

 

 

after nearly an hour passed i put my jammi pants back on and went through the dairy queen drive through for deep fried foods...

thanx all for listening to that part, its truly the most gruesome, disgusting part of my day.

 

 

today i feel really down, and i don't mean emotionally...but physically. i really just mean i feel gravity pulling on all the fat im putting on myself SO QUICKLY is stressing me out and making me go crazy..i was thinking the other night why am i eating a lot and having all these really uncomfortable and nervous feelings...its defenately BECAUSE im eating so much ......it makes me feel really sick

 

anyways, i have no work tomorrow again and i am going to continue to keep my head up,......and read over and over no matter how many times i need to tonight to wake up,clap my hands and say what i need to say..:D

 

 

i hope all here had a wonderful day, and cheers to tomorrow ppl!!!!!!! :D :D

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Sunrose Sunrose:

Say what you need to say...

It sounds like you are about to make a change. Good work. Keep going with ToolsToLife and you will be able to change what you want to.

You can do it, keep going! You can do it, keep going!

JEDITEECH JEDITEECH:

The day is YOURS

Get back on that horse, YOU can do it!

You were close now is the time!

spyfox spyfox:

Glad to see ya

See ya back here of course....    missed ya !! You CAN accomplish your goals...   just remember.... keep coming back here to tools...for it is your salvation, and place for support. It is your lifeline   ---------->>>  hang on to it for dear life !!

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