seeing the upside of me

for years i have dealt with anger issues whether the issues were with myself, people, places, or even things.  I have always walked around with a chip on my shoulder, I didnt realize how much it affected me.  I started tools because i heard jason ellis talk about it and I didnt like who i had become.  I'm seeing and feeling a change in me.  I havent been happier.  I no long dread going to work for the fear of getting yelled at or getting mad.  I have been yelled at, cussed at, and even told where to go but it has not bothered me.  I learned that no matter what happens or what is said about me, I still have my family waiting for me at home and ultimately thats more important.  I no longer feel depressed and take it out on my wife.  For a while when i had a "hard" day at work i was not a pleasure to be around, I would make my wife feel bad about herself because i was feeling bad about myself.  But, because of tools and coach steele I am doing more to encourage my wife and i feel everyday is a great day!

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