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Mon, May 04 07:39 AM

I have no motivation

 Something is wrong with me and I just can't put my finger on it all I know is that the past 4 days have been the worst 4 days for me in quite sometime and I am miserable.  The only thing that has changed is that the OBGYN doctor inserted a hormonal device on Thursday to stop my period due to some complications the device is call the mirena I have had some crapping and discomfort but what has been bothering me the most is I have become very Depressed and have no motivation to do anything.  I feel exhausted all the time,don't feel like taking a shower,house work is piling up and so on I don't see my pshyc Doctor until Friday and I hope I can hang in there until then.  I have been having major urges of wanting to cut my self just to releive some of the frustration of not knowing what to do just very confused right now in not knowing what is going on inside my head.

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When I feel bad, I don´t want to do anything, just as you say. A friend of mine gave me an advise and sometimes it´s worked for me.......

Do something even when you don´t want to. Something like, go walking down the street, breathing deeply, trying not to think, just walk with energy and go where it may take you.

Wish you a better day today.