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Birth Date: Wed, Jan 17 1962

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I am: Single & Not Dating

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Fri, Feb 22 07:14 AM

india

 Hi guys, sorry i've notbeen in touch much, I'm in India with limited access to a computer: good for my depression & addiction, but bad for doing tools and staying in touch! Today I saw 5  crocodiles swimming in a river, a mummified Francis Xavier in his church in Old Goa and an elep»

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Thu, Jan 17 12:00 AM

surprised!

 I went to something i've never been to before on Tuesday - Karaoke! The snob in me relinquished control and I had a good time despite refusing to sing.... more unexpectedly a person I've seen once before and never spoken to started chatting... then the next day chatting on line... and we are»

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Tue, Jan 15 12:00 AM

moving along

    I feel so much better generally using a combination of Tools, anti-depressants, making new friends (a singles social club in London) and praying more consistently and so beginning to recover my shakey faith... so getting there.  Going out with a friend for my birthday on Thursday and»

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Tue, Jan 08 12:00 AM

day 37

 I put some thought into Day 37 so thought I'd share the exercise. The whole ToolBox was painful as I am separated as a result of my failings in my marriage so what I write is aspirtaional not bragging, written in the spirit of Coach Steeles exercise: I am tall dark and handsome! I smell goo»

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Fri, Jan 04 12:00 AM

human form

  Two recent conversations have got me thinking. The first was an online chat with a friend who is studying art, the second a chat over a pub lunch with a gay ministerial colleague. The first concerned art, the second pornography.   The first conversation touched on (inevitably being me!) pai»

 
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Wed, Jan 02 12:00 AM

where am I going?

 What do I want in 3 months time?1. To live porn free2. Begun to sort the sources of porn, booze, depression and anger through therapy3. 12 stone in weight4. Write a chapter on "deconstructing whiteness" for my PhD5. Progress on my reading projects a. feminism, b. ethics, c. sex industry6. »

 
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Tue, Dec 25 12:00 AM

Christmas Day

 Its Christmas morning. Only perspon I've seen is my mother in law wandsering around. My estranged wife I think is just staying away from me. We are eating together, plus my son, later (my daughter is ill and with a friends family in the countryside). Today is going to be the weirdest Christmas e»

 
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Sun, Dec 23 12:00 AM

disaster continues

 still struggling with m,y pobsession... though its power has weakened and I've acted out less I'm still acting out. Getting better at liking myself for example bought myself a funny book - Jasper FForde, the eyre affair, I recommend it and will buy more by him, still keeping up with hygiene »

 
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Wed, Dec 19 12:00 AM

disaster

 monday - fighting depresion all evening... went home to meet (ex)wife to discuss Christmas. There was no discussion just her demands (no decorations, only one shared meal, no turkey etc etc...) Had eaten little all day so was hungry. Went to pub, met good friends but as I had not eaten got drunk on »

 
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Sun, Dec 16 12:00 AM

ethics

  One of the things that bugs me about my past, pointed out by my beautiful ex-wife, is that I've taken little interest in ethics over the years. Its the one theological discipline that really has not interested me. I seldom preach on it and have justified my exclusion on the basis of a certain »

 


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