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Birth Date: Wed, Jan 17 1962

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Sun, Nov 18 12:00 AM

day 7

 back here again! done seven days, this evening will mark a week without porn.»

 
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Mon, Nov 19 12:00 AM

Arcade Fire

 went to Arcade Fire last night with a friend I haven't seen for 23 years! Last time I saw him I think was at my weddiong, now after 23 years my marriage is collapsing so that was sad to tell him all that. I've jogged everyday for at least 8 days, twice round the park the last four. Weig»

 
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Sun, Nov 25 12:00 AM

reflections after 13 porn free days

 I'm now 13 days since last viewing pornography, I have run everyday except the days I was away from home, witten in my journal everday but one, done 10 days of this programme, showered, shaved and generally groomed everyday, eaten healthily.... I seem to have a positive outlook on life. But»

 
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Mon, Dec 03 12:00 AM

moving on

 I've been separated now two months and yesterday it was anounced in church to general shock (everyonnebelieves us to be the perfect couple). The decision to do this was made last tuesday. Between tuesday and Sunday I ran everyday, prayed most days but slipped a few days on journalling, doing too»

 
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Thu, Dec 06 12:00 AM

better

 16 days porn free, a slip that lasted seven days... this is day two of freedom after the slip. I'm feeling more positive, I can do this. My health and personal grooming is improving as is the amount of sleep I get, feeling better about work and prayer is getting freer, feel I have more integrity»

 
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Thu, Dec 13 12:00 AM

arrgghhh

 my ex-wife, who lives upstairs in my house while she saves for accomodation elsewhere... had her birthday yesterday. I felt shit being excludsed from her get together with the kids. I went to a singles event that turned out not to be a singles event, came home, had the ex phoning me because she was »

 
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Tue, Dec 25 12:00 AM

Christmas Day

 Its Christmas morning. Only perspon I've seen is my mother in law wandsering around. My estranged wife I think is just staying away from me. We are eating together, plus my son, later (my daughter is ill and with a friends family in the countryside). Today is going to be the weirdest Christmas e»