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Birth Date: Wed, Jan 17 1962

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  cedric

Mon, Dec 03 12:00 AM

moving on

 I've been separated now two months and yesterday it was anounced in church to general shock (everyonnebelieves us to be the perfect couple). The decision to do this was made last tuesday. Between tuesday and Sunday I ran everyday, prayed most days but slipped a few days on journalling, doing tools and washing. Worse my drinking increased and my porn consumption resumed in full force. Yesterday I also told friends tby e-mail that we had separated: lots of nice supportive e-mails from friends and facxe to face or phone greetings from church people followed. I feel calmer and moreat peace ready now. Looking forward to owning my own head again and being free from disgusting foul horrible porn. Back on track. Discover if I have a faith or not, enjoy my music, enjoy my friends, hopefully move from Romans 7:24 "Wretched man that I am!Who will rescue me from this body of death?" and on to Romans 7:25 "Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord!"

 

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