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Birth Date: Wed, Jan 17 1962

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I am: Single & Not Dating

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  cedric

Mon, Dec 03 12:00 AM

moving on

 I've been separated now two months and yesterday it was anounced in church to general shock (everyonnebelieves us to be the perfect couple). The decision to do this was made last tuesday. Between tuesday and Sunday I ran everyday, prayed most days but slipped a few days on journalling, doing tools and washing. Worse my drinking increased and my porn consumption resumed in full force. Yesterday I also told friends tby e-mail that we had separated: lots of nice supportive e-mails from friends and facxe to face or phone greetings from church people followed. I feel calmer and moreat peace ready now. Looking forward to owning my own head again and being free from disgusting foul horrible porn. Back on track. Discover if I have a faith or not, enjoy my music, enjoy my friends, hopefully move from Romans 7:24 "Wretched man that I am!Who will rescue me from this body of death?" and on to Romans 7:25 "Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord!"

 

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KEEP GOING!

I am sending you all my support. Keep at it and keep positive. Maybe being out in the open is freeing and it is easier. You don't have to pretend anymore. Keep working!

day 14 KEEP DOING THAT CHECKLIST!

 

YOU ARE HAVNG A GREAT DAY!

You're not alone You're not alone

you are moving forward!

Hi Cedric

 

it doesn't matter if you slip momentarily.  It matters that you are being honest with your church community and with yourself.   Don't expect perfection - I've done it, you've done it,

but it doesn't get us anywhere except into the

frustration zone.

 

Continue to move forward, you are doing such great things, and that is helping me move forward too.  We are successful!

 

 

 

 

Sending you a hug Sending you a hug

BLESS YOU ... AND MORE BLESSING!

Hi there Cedric,

 

We haven't  met before but, it's not that late (yet) to say my line. Welcome once again to Tools.  I need not say my usual spiel as you've been here for 2 weeks now - I believe you already know how wonderful this site is, its great "boxed" daily exercises and the warmth that radiate from the Tools Family (all ready to everybody's rescue ... that includes me!).

 

I had to to admit that I thought you were "talking in Greek" or "speaking in tounge" (just a joke ... to help break the ice - you won't mind, I hope).  Well, in all honesty, I was confused where and how to start my sincere help.  Managed to go back to your profile and previous blogs.  Now, I have a little bit of an idea where you are coming from.

 

I am sorry about what had been happening to your personal life.  But don't cry over spilt milk.  Everything that happens in our life (especially the unpleasant ones) seems to have been put out there for a better turn of events.  That after each storm awaits a rainbow ... that faith do move mountains.  And many more.  All in all, be more strong with your hope and faith ... that tomorrow is going to be a new day, a new beginning.

 

I also managed to pull out a heart-warming tune (of the Carpenters) - courtesy of one Tools Friends (M3) from one of my old blogs (Bless The Beasts and The Children).  May be a bit corny, but I quite like the words, and with the hope that you'll somehow find a grasp of its lyrics, I am handing it to you: 

 

"Bless the beasts and the children, for in this world they have no voice, they have no choice.  Bless the beasts and the children, for the world can never be, the world they see.

 

Light their ways when the darkness surrounds them.  Give them love, let it shine all around them.

 

Bless the beasts and the children .... keep them safe .... keep them warm ...."

 

Well, in your case, I would just want to reshape it a tiny bit.  And that is "Bless the beasts, the children, the ill .... and those who are "suffering, confused and lost".  I hope you will be more at peace and blessed.  All my prayers for you.  Be well, stay well.

 

Keep doing your Tools, stay as positive.  Have a great day!

 

Cheers,

Autumn MistKiss

You can do it, keep going! You can do it, keep going!

SO PROUD OF YOU!!

Cedric,

I've said before, you're a great inspiration. I mean that. You've incredible courage. I am so proud of you for the things you're doing, the honesty you're pursuing. It's nothng short of remarkable. Looking back over your posts, it is amazing how much you've accomplished in less than a month. I hope every day brings greater and greater joy to your life. We're all pulling for you, Cedric. Keep up the fantastic work!

Jay