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Fri, Mar 19 06:18 PM

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I fucking derailed and honestly could care less if I ever get back on track! I'm sick of being told I need to work on myself for such and such only to find that person who said that acting the same way. Why should I bother changing anything? Why should I have to feel like walking on egg shells in my own goddamn house because someone wants to act the same way that annoyed him. I can't stand it. 

 

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My dad died Jan 11, 2009. I'm missing him bad today. When I derailed he helped pick me up. He's not here to help and I depended on him a lot even though I spent most of my time pushing him away. I wish I could bring him back.

 

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I hate myself today! I just want to crawl in a hole and die. Being held would be nice to but dying in a hole makes it stop.

 

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I hate today. I hate everything. Guess today I drank too much hater-aide. Must be good shit for me to drink that much.

 

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Beauty

Whoa...

Go outside and stare at something beautiful.

Anything beautiful.

And don't forget to breathe.

 

Keep going, and keep smiling...

Bad Day?

I guess that's an understatement! I know you can pull through this. You said you have pulled through  it before with your dad helping you. Well he is still with you in your heart and I know he wouldn't want you to feel this way. Just try to meditate and think of him and you'll remember all the things he did and said to help pull you up.the next thing you know it will be like you just had a talk with him and life is good again.Then again it may not work but please try it before you knock it. I know you had a bad day but just remember " The sun will come out tomorrow bet your bottom dollar (the 20) that tomorrow there be sun!!!!!!!! I just wanted to try and make you smile. I hope it worked. If you ever need to vent to some one just message me. I have big shoulders! Sending you good vibes to help! big hugs !!!!!!!!!!!