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Birth Date: Fri, Jan 04 1974

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Denver pa, United States (map)

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Member Since: 02/19/09
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Wed, Dec 09 06:25 AM

WAKE UP CHAD

 everyday that that passes i see more clear I am seeing thing from the past that make so much sense to me i see things each day that i never would have saw before. This is a good thing i am sure but it scares the hell out of me and it pushes me futher away from my wife She keeps telling me »

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Tue, Dec 08 05:22 AM

Anxiety

 Woke up today fill of Anxiety it is an ugly thing I don’t know why I have it right now but I do and it consumes my life. Yesterday was not too bad of a day and I thank all of you who have put your tow cents in on all my problems it really helps and feels good to have some people in my life who»

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Sat, Dec 05 08:03 AM

Saturday

 Of courses I got up this morning and argued with my wife She keeps telling me that she thinks her feelings are not valid When ever i try to tell her how i feel it turns into a big mess I guess i need to listen more and not talk so much. I hate ruined weekends i am never good enough for her This is g»

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Fri, Dec 04 07:58 AM

Friday

 I am not feeling to bad today i had a heck of a time getting out of bed this morning but other than that i feel OK I have noticed my self listening to my inner voice the last few days and i think its helping.I did my own thing last weekend and did not feel like i had to live up to my wife's stan»

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Tue, Nov 24 05:06 AM

Yet another day

 Today has been awful i woke up this morning full of depression and anxiety I think its due to the holidays comming up and me once again being away from my family.I need to snap oout of this i try so hard to stay positave but with no results I feel so alone HELP»

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Mon, Nov 23 05:37 AM

Another day

 Its has been a while since i have been doing my tools but i piched it up a week ago and have been doing it everyday.My problems in life have changed from when i first started I have been trying to find out who i am and what i want in life and man its hard I feel so lost. I think i try to hard to mak»

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Wed, Mar 04 04:30 AM

ugh

 I had a terrible day yesterday The worst one yet.I felt like i was having a out of body experience i could not focus on anything i felt like i was in la la land my mind was wondering in a hundred different directions I need to learn to stay focused and keep pushing on but i dint know how I let the s»

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Fri, Feb 27 04:30 AM

Another day

 Feeling a little blah today its Friday and i am just not into it. I heard a story yesterday about a fisherman who landed a great big fish as a lady sat and watched when the fisherman reeled the fish in the lady said oooo that poor fish The fisherman looked at the lady and said if the fish would»

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Thu, Feb 26 04:52 AM

Day 4

 I had a very tough morning yesterday  By the afternoon i had a lot of time to sit and think and i realized that there is more to life than being depressed all the time(life is to short) It is my life and i need to make the best of it no matter whatI heard a quote last night "Do your b»

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Wed, Feb 25 04:37 AM

Day 3

 The last few days i have been feeling somewhat better I am trying to stay focused on my life and think of the positive.I am still very lost and don't know what to do about my current situation I am jumping out of bed for the most part and i keep telling myself that it is my day.I just wish there»

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