Woke up today fill of Anxiety it is an ugly thing I don’t know why I have it right now but I do and it consumes my life. Yesterday was not too bad of a day and I thank all of you who have put your tow cents in on all my problems it really helps and feels good to have some people in my life who understand and care.
I hope to make it through today with minimal problems and with a good attitude.
My only problem today to go with the Anxiety is feeling alone I am sure it sounds weird coming from a guy but I feel so alone and miss just having someone hold me this is something I crave and I don’t know how to overcome it.
My wife’s X-Mas party is this Saturday and I told her I am not going with her I think it is best for me not to go
I guess we will see if she will go alone even knowing how I feel about all that has happened
Well thanks again all for being there for me