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Birth Date: Thu, Jul 12 1979

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Budd Lake NJ, United States (map)

I am: Single & Dating

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Member Since: 09/30/08
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Wed, Nov 12 01:49 PM

Don't call it a comeback!

 Actually - you can :) I got the email for, and then listened to ellis when Coach was on - I called in, spoke ot them and was reinvigorated to restart Tools - things were bad for a while, just when I thought I'd be happy after (sadly) leaving my girlfriend,i got very depressed. But now,»

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Tue, Oct 07 06:14 AM

A new day

 Today is a new day, it's sunny and cold, I am working from home, haven't been here since Friday, it's a little empty, but I will settle back in. I feel a bit rejuvinated - ready to take on the life, and change from having problems to having opportunities! Thank you all!!!»

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Mon, Oct 06 06:48 AM

feeling like i ruined someones life

 Today i feel like i left my ex in shambles - she loved me so much, and because of things that happened to her, and to us, she could not cope, and i could not cope with what it did to her (us) I want to feel good about taking control over my future, as I saw no hope towards her or us gettin»

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Sat, Oct 04 04:18 PM

i left my girlfriend last night

 that relationship has been doomed for about a year - it finally got to fucked up for me, and hope she will be better off as well - i am still so scared that she will hurt herself - so it is hard to feel good about relieving myself of the relationship, and scared for her life...»

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Fri, Oct 03 12:53 PM

Tomorrow will be a great day

 I feel like I had to get a lot out of my system this week - I am going to be busy over the weekend so hopefully that will help me not smoke, eat so much, etc. I started downloading the podcasts so I will be listening to a lot of them too. I am so happy I joined.  STRONGER THAN AL»

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Fri, Oct 03 08:01 AM

Need some encouragement

 Need some encouragement - i feel good, but have slipped up on everything i set out to do. I feel like i want to change too much, too fast - how do i prioritize? i guess my most pressing issue is money - i just don't malke enough to support all the bad descions i have made, etc. I really nee»

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Thu, Oct 02 10:58 AM

Really focused today

 I am very busy at work, and am excited about when I will be hired on full time - I was so worried about it, because I will have to take a drug test. I have been smoking pot almost 3 times a day, before work, at lunch, after work, for about 11 years - so much wasted money, arrests, tears, all that sh»

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Wed, Oct 01 07:50 AM

Last cigarette

 i AM SO SICK OF SMOKING I just had my last one, it is so bad for me, a waste of health, time, money - I CAN DO THIS STRONGER THAN ALL!»

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Wed, Oct 01 06:33 AM

Day 1 - we're getting there

 I had hoped I wouldn't smoke today - but will finish the 2 or 3 I have left, then really give it my all to stop. I am picking up my daughter today and can't wait to see her through open eyes. So day 1 started well, I only slept about 2.5 hours, but woke up, clapped my hands and know tha»

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Tue, Sep 30 07:23 PM

It all starts tomorrow morning

 I was listening to Jason Ellis today, and Devlyn was on, I have heard Ellis talk about TTL, and I am envious of how he said it changed him. I decided I have so much to change, I need to take responsibility for myself and just do it. I will be 30 next year, have a 3 year old, and want to do so much i»

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