Hello, I am socially withdrawn but I tend to fix that.  That along with many other negative patterns I have fallen into over the last 7 years. I was involved in two back to back relationships during my 20's that failed miserably.  After the last relationship I went into a downward spiral, bobbing my head up for fresh air only for a  month or two at a time duting the past seven years. Something good did come out of thoes relationships; I am happy to say that I have two daughters who make me so happy inside when I get to spend time with them.

Another aspect of my life is that in Dec. 2006 I took a buyout from my employer of 12 years.  The buyout I chose was a 4 year educational buyout.  Over these 4 years, they will pay me annualy 50% of my base pay, and up to $15,000 per year for tuition. along with health insurance for me and my kids. The oppertunity is great but in this past year I have yet to utilize it, instead i have sat idle in a depressed mood after completing 1/2 of one semister before I just stopped going for no appearent reason while I was getting good scores on assignments in classes.

well, enough sulking.  I am here to change, and intend to stick with this program and put in full effort to learn new patterns to live by.

Cyb3rtr0n