Currently I am 57 years old. I live in MA but I hate it. I am not currently from MA. I lived in Indiana for many years and hope to return there at summers end. I moved here because of a job and woman back in 2000. The job is gone I was downsized and I now work in a grocery store. I have no car so I walk in all kinds of weather. The woman I married her but it was a big mistake. She smokes like a chimmney and is really very immature in a lot of ways.

Her 28 year old son lives with us he does not work and has no desire to do so. As you can tell this causes a great strain between me and her. We live in a basement apartment of her sisters house for which we pay rent. I cannot kick him out even though he does nothing and pays nothing. I have no power in the situation. Anyone who has ever married into someones family understands how much an outsider you are. 

So, I am determined the only changes I can make is for myself. I cannot change them and I would lose if I tried. A friend told me the answer was in myself that I had to be the one to make the changes. So, I am leaving this life behind and moving on.

I am a computer tech but currently I am not working in that field. I have 3 grown children who have their own lives. I am very proud of them. My first wife and I are good friends and keeps me updated in whats going on back home.

I was once a minister and pastored a few churches. I was also a assistant pastor in very large church. I chose to change careers and not to do church work anymore and enter the secular work field. I do not regret my decision cause I have still had chances to affect people from where I am now.