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Mon, May 11 06:36 AM

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I went to an audio party, its a geekfest where everyone listens to music, checks out new audio equipment and has fun. Everyone kept saying how great I looked, because I have lost a lot of weight. I havent dieted, just changed my lifestyle :) 

 

But under pressure, I felt the need and chose to smoke a couple of cigs. I felt bad after, but didnt beat myself up about it. Its tough to not drink and be good at everything. I definitely wont drink, even if everyone is, because that is a very BAD decision for me. I had a good time... next time I will make the right choice, and I know it was a bad decision because I have felt like crap the last 2 days after. A lil guilt I guess, which has less to do with cigarettes but more to do with peer pressure and my view of myself.

Mike 

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jpolet jpolet:

The Age Ol Question

to drink or not to drink..... It's not easy I agree but i have found that in my 2 years of sobreity that remembering the way it was to wake up feeling like death was a great deterent.....A lot of my friends drink, A lot of them partake in all sorts of activities, that I exclude myself from, but one thing I always get from them is their respect for stickin with my convictions.....It's a step by step thing.

 

GOOD LUCK

JP

lunagolden lunagolden:

Hey buddy...just blow out the guilt and suck in fresh air

Hi Mike....its great to see your updated profile...looks like you have stayed on track.

 

I have just returned after a long absence, fell off wagon myself for a bit, but am back on track too.

 

Hope family is well.  Congrats on party achievements (we cannot expect perfection...or can we?)

 

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Lunagolden

spyfox spyfox:

Look at the positive.........

The positive....   you CHOSE not to drink... and that is an awesome display of your willpower ! Keep up the good work Mike...

Way to go! Way to go!

angieszz angieszz:

Good on you

It feels so great to feel fit and stronger and to be noticed for it.  That re-inforces that you are on the right track.

 

Hope your family is well and you are enjoying your time with them.

 

Have a great day! Angie