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Birth Date: Thu, May 15

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some little town ca, United States (map)

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Finishing Tools - I know one day at at time, but this means a lot to me
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getting my house clean and keeping it that way
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Fri, Nov 20 06:58 PM

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My son and I have been sick for the last week so it's been hard to log on. It took me about 4 days to get through day 4.

 

I actually really like this program. This is probablly the only positive influance i have in my life. It's definatley the only thing in my life that is thinking of me first. The only thing that encourages me to do whats best for me and my life. It's great to have "someone around without an agenda.

 

I know if i keep coming back my life will improve because it's getting better everyday.

 

Other than that, I actually have been a little depressed. My sons dad and ex is on my case about us getting back together. I still feel very much under his control.

 

I wish I could live alone with my son. I feel like I can't disappoint him or my mother. Not because I care what they think of my choices, but because they are both very good at castizing me, making me feel guilty and generally making me wish I was dead rather than have to listen to them or deal with how they are going to act. 

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earthfireg earthfireg:

Follow your heart

Do what your heart tells you, follow it and you will always find happiness waiting for you.

Keep positive and try to keep yourself out of negative energy as much as possible.

Keep up the great work you have started. 

metalfan80 metalfan80:

Forward Progress

You're doing great! This is not a race, I don't get time to do this everyday either, but even if I can't log in, I still use the checklist and my Tools. As long as we keep moving forward, even a little at a time, we can and will finish this program and make our lives as we want them to be.

cheristewart cheristewart:

Hang in there.

Hope you and your son are feeling better!  Strong negative influences that have been in your life for a long time are hard to conquer, I know.  It may be harder at times than others, but just keep moving forward knowing you are making the best efforts toward positive change.  Eventually, those negative aspects of those around you will have nothing to feed on, and hopefully, your change will encourage those around you to change too.