I am currently stuck in a rut.  I enjoy doing alot of things, but rarely find the motivation to do them.  I hate being single but never do anything about it.  I really enjoy singing and playing guitar, but I barely get up on stage and play.  

I don't have the confidence that I would like to have.  I feel that this also contributes to my social anxiety.  I feel that if I can get my confidence back, I can accomplish anything I put my mind to.

When I was in college, I had the time of my life.  I was a resident assistant and made lots of wonderful friends.  I was "that guy" that everyone knew.  I would be walking to class, and would always see someone I knew.  I originally thought that it would be impossible to be "that guy" in college, because its so big, but I was wrong.  

I had confidence issues in college, but was able to get past it most of the time.  I felt really good about myself and was genuinely happy with my life and where I was going.  I had a strong network of friends and supporters.

When I graduated and moved away, I felt like I lost those connections.  Along with those connections, I lost my confidence.

I want to be able to walk into a room with my head held high.  I want to be able to make conversation with anybody.  I want to find that special someone in my life.  I don't feel like I need to find someone to be happy, but I feel that if I become happy again, I will find someone.