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dobbywarnshryptr
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Birth Date: Wed, Apr 26 1989

Place of residence:
Mesa AZ, United States (map)

I am: Single & Not Dating

Schools: Carl Sandburg High School; Northern Illinois University; Glendale Community College; The Art Institute of Phoenix

Jobs: White Castle; Jamba Juice; PA&T Insurance; Sonic; Delivering Flyers For ADT/RSVP Security


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Member Since: 09/07/08
Last Login: 01/29/10
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dobbywarnshryptr's Life List:
Join the peace corp.
Live in a completely enviornmentally friendly home.
Stick to a steady exercise regime. To always be continually active.
Use my time wisely. Don't sit around when I know there are things to do.
When there is an opportunity to accel, don't say I'll wait til next time.
Don't think so much, just do.
Bring drumming back into my life as a hobby, not a chore, for myself, not for others.
Get a job.
Once I get a job, save as much money as I can for a year & find a place in L.A. No unneccessary spending!!! Ask myself why/if I need this.
Don't complain. Know that I can't control other's actions but I can take control of mine, have the best intentions & be confident in my decisions. Take responsibility for myself, not others. Stop letting people rely on me. It's just a distraction/procratination from my own responsibilites. It's not being greedy, it's having boundaries. Learn how to rely on myself.
Study motorcycle handbook & get my permit.
Use the computer only as neccessary. Don't waste unproductive hours on it accomplishing nothing.
Don't take things to heart. Realize that other people's opinions are really about themselves, not you. Grow a thick skin. What is the purpose of shrinking just because I want everyone to like me. I will never be liked by everyone. Get rid of the people I have to try to be liked by & stick with the people I'm naturally liked by. What sense does it make to keep someone in my life that likes me because I'm altering who I am. The sooner I can train my instincts to realize this, the better off I'll be. It's nothing personal, it's just the way people click.
Master time-management. I know I can do it.
When a situation calls for a few extra steps than anticipated, don't try to make it work without the needed steps. THAT ONLY TAKES LONGER WHEN I REALIZE IT WON'T WORK & I HAVE TO TAKE THE EXTRA STEPS ANYWAYS!!!
Go to school & get a degree.
Work in movie production.
Learn how to remain internally peaceful in the most stressful situatioins.

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Mon, Aug 31 12:04 AM

I'm Tired

 It's 11:30pm right now.  I really want to go to sleep because I want to start my day off right tomorrow, but I really think it's important for me to squeeze a blog in. I've been off the wagon, with Tools & with my "sobriety" for my eating disorder.  A few wee»

 
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Sun, Aug 16 10:30 PM

Just struggling with consistancy

 Every time I do TOOLS it's great, but I get tired...I make excuses not to do it.  I want to make this happen, but every time I decide to make it happen, somewhere along the way I fail.  I guess I just want to know how this time it will be different.  Maybe it's about continuin»

 
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Mon, Jul 20 07:46 PM

I really am trying...I just keep failing.

 I don't know what to do.  I'm stuck here isolating & feeling bad about myself like I always do in this constant cycle. I just feel so shitty with myself & my body & I just wish I could get on the right track & stay there.  How do I change things for myself.&nbs»

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Thu, Jul 16 09:08 PM

Following The Checklist

 So, I stuck with my plan that if I do nothing else today I wouldn't binge.  That went well.  No bingeing.  However, I know I had it in me to accomplish more with my day.  I'm having trouble with motivation & just insecurities I guess. I went to a Bikram Yoga clas»

 
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Wed, Jul 15 11:32 PM

Getting Back On The Wagon

 Basically, I didn't practice Tools for a week.  Then 2 nights ago I logged back on, & today for whatever reason I just wasted away. I figure, if I write about it, I can see my faults & confront myself. I really want to accomplish this.  I have issues with succeeding.&»

 
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Tue, Jul 07 12:37 AM

I Feel Different (In A Good Way)

 Today  was good.  I got up & went to the gym, but it took me about 3 & a half hours to get there after I woke up.  Tomorrow, I would really like to get there within the hour of waking up. Time management is one of the many things I struggle with.  I really hope that »

 
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Mon, Jul 06 12:36 AM

I Can't Seem To Have A Productive/Organized Day

 I woke up, everything was good.  I decided to go to the gym before breakfast & I tried no to think about it too much.  Overthinking = not doing.  I got there & they weren't open & truth be told I was relieved.  I used it as an excuse & there are plenty of othe»

 
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Sat, Jul 04 11:25 PM

4th of July

 Today was better I think.  I stuck to my meal plan.  One of the few times since I was in treatment in January.  I really wanted to nibble tonight, but I thought of how I would feel afterwards, & usually that feeling leads into self-destruction & more bingeing & purging.&nb»

 
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Fri, Jul 03 11:12 PM

Well, Today Wasn't A Complete Disaster

 I woke up.  That's a start.  I told myself even if I waste the day, I'll get up when my alarm clock goes off.  I did, it was good, but after a few hours I started getting tired.  I'm not used to waking up so early.  I ended up falling asleep around 11:00am. »

 
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Fri, Jul 03 12:06 AM

Anxious & Having Fears

 This is my first day back on TTL.  I gave up a while back.  The truth is, when I get going on the right path, I get scared about succeeding.  I don't know what I would do if something unexpected happened.  Feeling crappy & depressed all the time is easier sometimes, not n»

 


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